I hear you. I also hate unfettered capitalism and I don’t think plain communism is the answer either. We need a system where we support each other as small self sustaining communities, but that’s hardly possible at the current population size. I really feel lost in this society, just going along trying to keep an imaginary wheel spinning that doesn’t even benefit me. It’s awful. Ideal scenario for me is to go off grid and start homesteading… but I’m just a developer with no homesteading skills for now