Gusto ko lumandi at makipag date kaso iniisip ko kailangan ko magpaganda, mag make up, do something with my hair, dress well at kung ano-ano pa. Ang daming gagawin like some sort of ritual.

Basta ang effort tapos iniisip ko pa lang pagod na ako lol. I’m better off with my hobbies na, ok, actually physically tiring but at least sure ako enjoy ko. I feel energised thinking about it.

Even if I do start something with someone feeling ko it will just have the same ending katulad nung mga previous: napagod ako. Maybe people just exhaust me ganun. My responding to people on time has totally fallen off the wagon.

It’s me, hi, I’m the problem it’s me

Sabi ni friend I just have to find someone compatible sakin. Can’t really tell if those are just words of comfort or friend means it 🤔