Last year, I had 2 OD attempts. Couldn’t do a third because my mom found out and hid my pills, but this ain’t this post’s focus.
Waking up after a failed suicide attempt has a… eerie feeling. I can’t really describe it, but you feel weird after it.
Just wanted to share a thought.
Care to elaborate?
Meaning like what goes through your head, what is the thought process, that sort of thing.
It’s hard to describe, you’re always with it on your mind and… Feels wrong to be up after that, like, “Damn, I almost died yesterday”.
Does that stick with you? Does it change the way things look? Or just a “Well damn…” scenario and things go right back to how they were?
Just one day thinking “Damn”, and following the next ones as if nothing happened.