I don’t feel very good right now. I’m one year and some change on HRT. It’s been a wonderful experience so far and I love being a girl. I know that I’m trans, and I’m reminded by “why” every time I go home and I’m forced to boymode.
Unfortunately that’s little comfort to the complex feelings of starting to feel erectile dysfunction (ED). I just had sex with my trans girlfriend and she didn’t have much left. I can’t ignore this feeling I’m on that same path eventually.
I want some sort of function either male or female. Even though I still wish I was born with a vagina. It pains me to even think about going off HRT though. I love being a girl too much and I don’t think I could present fem without HRT. I still have most all of its function but it doesn’t stay up for as long.
It’s a completely irrational feeling that I hope will be solved eventually with SRS, but that’s probably 10 years away and I just learned how to be sexual 2 years ago.
I might be the outlier here but I’m 8 years on hrt, prog and E, and have not had any surgeries. I have zero issue with erectile function.
My only change of note to my erectile function is sometimes, maybe 50% of the times I get hard, the second stimulation stops, I mean literally, count to 10 and I’m flaccid like I just climbed out of a cold pool. 30 -120 seconds of rubbing later and I’m hard as a rock again.