Hey everyone, been a while. Honestly just been a tough week and really not feeling myself but i neeed to interact with all you wonderful people! Our weather turned to rain that might be contributing lol

Hows everyones weekend going?!

  • Domi@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    9 days ago

    Hey! You’ve been posting such joyful images recently. I’m sorry you’re having a tough week.

    I’ve been a bit of a wreck this week too. I’m happy to listen if you wanna vent about anything.

    • brookedSmile@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOP
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      8 days ago

      Aww i really appreciate you! Honestly its just been a week of unwilling boymoding and generally feeling pretty awful bout myself. Its me having to get over the anxiety lol thats the only reason.

      Im fine though, im still here and not going anywhere! I wanted to add activity to this community hence my posts and i want to do more its really about how i feel about myself that day lol

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        8 days ago

        a week of unwilling boymoding and generally feeling pretty awful bout myself

        Exactly how i would describe my week also. It sucks.

        Its me having to get over the anxiety lol thats the only reason.

        Literally same, that and a few people i have to see that I’m not out to yet.

        Wishing you strength and confidence <3.

    • brookedSmile@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOP
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      8 days ago

      Thank you thank you!! Honestly your comment made my day a bit, cause i do struggle with being perfect on nails makeup outfit etc etc i obsess a little. Its super uplifting to hear someone impressed!

      And i have shaky hands!

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      8 days ago

      I looked at the text many more times before I got it. I suggest using uppercase for spelled-out letters, lowercase otherwise − “h8isEZ ♥Urself” − if spaces don’t fit. Also, I know nothing about nail polish but you might be able to reach higher resolution subtractively (scraping off extra paint).

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        8 days ago

        Its literally my first time ever trying to write something lol, its tough but that idea of scraping is interesting. Not sure how well it would work but maybe if i use different polishes mayyybee? Thanks for the comment!

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    7 days ago

    Rate?

    11 out of 10.

    I like the pink and blue dots in the two coloured fields in your ring finger.

    I read it so that what you transitioned from always had a small pink dot in it. And what you are now has some sliver remaining of whatever you were as a 5-year-old. It’s not who you are, but it’s your roots in some fashion.

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      7 days ago

      I LOVE that interpretation!! I didnt really have a meaning for it but if you dont mind ima just steal that from ya and tell everyone that was the intent all along 😁

      All jokes aside i appreciate you ❤️

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        6 days ago

        Hm, do you mind if I copy that design, though?

        I’ve currently got only four of my fingers with nail polish, because it’s still the enby flag, as I’ve basically chosen that for now I will enbymode and girlmode depending on context, and I kind of like that it’s a meaningful flag, but you need to know quite a bit about the queer vexillogy in order to be able read a meaning into those four colours. And now I digress, dum-dee-dum. Well, anyways, that flag has four colours, and my thumbs are therefore deemed to be… uncoloured. image

        That uncolouredness has symbolized me being a work in progress, and how I am feeling completely unprepared for this turmoil I’m suddenly going through (and enjoying!). But now it really feels like there should be something on the thumbs too!

        So yeah, I figured I’d kind of like the idea of that one finger with the two dots and I could just replicate that in my thumb. Does that feel bad to you or okay?

        • brookedSmile@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOP
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          6 days ago

          Absolutely paint away! Anything i do is not trademarked or just for me, spread the joy! I love it that i inspire others ❤️