Bolshechick [it/its, she/her]

My 30s have been so much better than my 20s so far

LLMs are so bad, I’d say I have less respect for people who use them than I have respect for people who for into NFTs

I got sun burnt as hell yesterday, but at least I have a little bikini burn line and it feels very gender

It’s really amazing!! Have a good time!

Yet another W for Juche

I’m getting pretty good at makeup! Hrt has been doing work on my body, my wardrobe is getting pretty good too.

I’m so hot

I’m just chilling in Grand Rapids

Does ass take longer then tits to grow? I’m like 3 years in hrt; my tits are pretty big and nice. Lots of other great changes. I’m very happy with it, and honestly love my body. My ass hasn’t really changed though, still pretty flat. Any hope for that?

Looking for book recs! I recently read through all of Borges’ short stories, and that was the best fiction I’ve ever read. I want more stuff like that. The closest thing I’ve read to that are short stories by Ted Chiang (which I do like, but not at much. Overall they were a little more math/science and a little less philosophy than I’d prefer). Doesn’t have to be short stories, though I do really like those

of debate perverts and analytical philosophy wankery at the upper levels

Depends heavily on the program tbh

That’s so fucking cool. I really need to get back into music stuff

Isn’t “rare” an antonym for that sense?

I get compliments in public a lot, like almost every time I go somewhere. I assume I’m not like extremely pretty or cool and most are just people being nice to the very obvious removed. But still, it’s pretty nice. Makes me feel good.

I also get a lot of people pointing at me, laughing to their friends, saying shit like “what is that thing” and stuff. Honestly, I like that too. It also makes me feel good. Like, I GET noticed. Gender presentation is art, and my art is not boring. All great art has its vocal haters. It doesn’t bother me that my gender is beyond the comprehension of the average slop feeding amerikkkan hog

Ooh, I hadn’t thought of that, but that would make a lot of sense

They want a church that’s “based and trad”. A lot were going Catholic for a while, but they’ve figured out the pope is too woke for them. The Orthodox are as old, have the silly costumes and all the ritual and everything else appealing about Catholicism. But the central hierarchy is much less existent. There are many autocephalous Orthodox churches, so you can choose one you like.

Feeling much better than I was last night. I really have some amazing and loving people around me

Idk how to turn it off without drugs tbh

Glad you’re doing better 🫂 (hopefully)

Very true. I’d still at least be audhd and some other shit regardless of anything gender related. But all of that sure didn’t help

possible?

Very! I don’t even shave my body anymore. The hair I have left is light and thin enough it doesn’t bother me (I know this can vary person to person)