PaX [comrade/them, they/them]

Very tired nerd who doesn’t know how to speak correctly

Ask me about floppa, Plan 9, or computer architecture or anything computers really (if you want)

The only zoomer qualified to operate an RBMK reactor

:cat-vibing:

If I don’t reply to you it’s probably cuz I’m too tired, sorry :(

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Joined 2 years ago
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Cake day: July 15th, 2022

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  • Everything feels wrong, I can barely tell the difference between anxiety and reality anymore

    cw: doomer, suicide, wolves

    two-wolves-1 You’re so fucked now, and you’re so fucking old now, you know how much time you’ve wasted? Close your left eye right now, look at that grey splotch in your right eye, are you prepared to live with that for the rest of your life? You’re damaged beyond repair, you should redact yourself now

    It’s uhhhhhhh not that big of a hole in my retina? It obscures maybe a single small word on a computer monitor at a comfortable viewing distance if I have my left eye closed? two-wolves-2

    two-wolves-1 Do you hear that? Your tinnitus is getting louder recently. Why were you feeling so dizzy last night? That was textbook vertigo last night when you were laying down and it felt like the world was spinning. You think normal people struggle with holes in their retinas? This is all a sign of something deeply, permanently wrong with you and staying alive further will only prolong your suffering as you watch your body failing more and more and the possibilities receding with each passing day

    Please… stop talking… it’s too much two-wolves-2

    two-wolves-1 Your body is fucked and your brain is cooked, it only gets worse from here. Any day now one of those transient holes in your retina that no doctor has been able to explain will be another permanent hole in your retina with how much caffeine you use, how shit your diet is, how little exercise you get, how dysfunctional you are in dealing with any of it, how stressed you are all the time, how […]

    I’m so tired and idk what to do doomjak


  • yea

    Real :(

    I don’t think we are born heroin addicts, the capitalist world we live in makes people sick, physically and mentally, and substances are a quick, temporary, relief from it

    I want to believe if we got isekaied into communism we could be happy again

    Selling communism to anime nerds cuz revolution is like a collective isekai