Please go and see a doctor about this. You may have a medical condition (endometriosis or other) that makes penetrative sex extremely painful.

That does not mean you cannot enjoy sex, but it is important to get clarity on this before you do anything else.

https://gcaptain.com/drowning/

Another link to the article with no paywall

OK I am hungry now

I stopped reading after Turkey.

As much as I love that country, I would never buy a watch there.