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4 months agoCuuuuute plant
meler [she/her, pup/pup's]
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Cake day: August 29th, 2025
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4·4 months agoMy mom told me the opposite before I came out to her lol. Said the growth hormones they give chickens is what is turning everyone gay and trans
Hell yeah me tooo
I just saw that shit. First thing I see on the site after not being on it for a while. I think I’m just gonna stay in the mega tbh
I fucking miss grapefruit so much
Good naaaaaaaame
I realized today that I actually do still enjoy teaching. My current job is just completely opposite to anything I find enjoyable about it. So I guess it’s nice that I’m not completely ruined of this stuff
I’m reading through the Godot documentation on tweens and found the most magnificent method name of all time
grok, update my pronouns
2·5 months agoI used VCCode for the longest time because yeah it just kinda works. My emacs config started very slim and I just add a little to it over time when I want something new. It keeps me from getting overwhelmed.
I’m sorry but I’m too far deep into emacs to ever use anything else
kink, nsfw
Dominant who commands their sub exclusively with Bop It voice lines
sadposting
Job hunting is really getting to me. I really need to find a new job because my current one is horrible. It’s just awful. And I fucking. Hate. Jobhunting. So I guess I have to remind myself that what I’m feeling right now is probably more a biproduct of the current circumstances than anything else.
I miss when I felt like my life was going somewhere. I used to have goals and plans. I used to feel like I could pull some meaning out of my life. But I think I’m doomed to just going to work, going to sleep, and not doing much of anything else. And then one day I’m just going to die. And maybe a few people will cry. And that will be it. I just want to be loved and cared about. I want to be surrounded by people I care about and who care about me. I feel so isolated all the time. I fucking need out of this town and I need friends. I need community.
And I fucking hate working this god awful job at this scummy-ass company where nothing I do will ever actually be useful to anyone and I’m just some vehicle to extract invoice payments from clients through. I want to actually be tangibly useful to someone in a way that’s not incredibly fake and made up.
voice dysphoria
Ugh usually I don’t have voice dysphoria too bad but it’s bad today and I’m having to listen to myself talk for 8 hours of today
It’s good to be gay
family and not having one
I wish more than anything to have had accepting parents. Why the fuck did I get so unlucky as to have gotten the worst parents fucking ever? I just want to be loved the way they told me they did when I was younger. I want to be able to talk to them and get advice and get hugs from them and tell them I love them and for them to tell me back. I want more than what I got and I’m never going to have it. I want them to care about me. I want to be loved. I wish I could talk to either of them without wanting to throw them out a window. They told me they’d love me no matter what I did and then I was trans and none of that mattered. I didn’t even do anything wrong and I’m basically dead to both of them. I’m just being myself and they don’t even care to get to know me. I was a hollow shell of a person and now i feel like me and they don’t give a flying fuck. They don’t care about me and I wish more than anything that just ONE of them did.
4·6 months agoIt’s one of my all time favorites too!!
7·6 months agoAnything that requires the Google Play Integrity API isn’t going to work because you aren’t running a verified build of Android, but that’s mostly banking apps and stuff. I haven’t really been affected much by it and really it just feels like using Android with a lot more control over your privacy.
I don’t spend as much time here as I used to, but I wanted to tell you all that I love you. This mega is the best place on the entire internet, and you all are the reason. I’ll probably come back and read every now and then, but for now, I really need to focus on building community in person. I love you all so much and you will always be a part of who I’ve become.