Feeling a lot better today than I have been the last little while. Started the day with a nice long dozy cuddle before Dr. Partner had to get up, then went back to sleep for a bit. I bought some new lavender soap and I smell delightful. Also got one of those claw hair clip things and it’s way more comfortable than a hair tie. I need to remember how (seemingly) little it takes to make me feel better when I’m having a rough time, should have done all this days ago!
sexy men, or women, or socialists
The three genders
Some of them are more than a decade old, I guess I’ve grown attached lol
We have some indoor plants that I only water once a week (cacti and succulents), but when it rains outside sometimes I give them a little drizzle so they feel included. If I was stuck in a pot watching the rain outside I would want the same
This has been amazing to see. Ansarallah is an inspiring force for good in this world
I know it doesn’t mean much coming from a stranger on the internet, but I’m sorry. I’m glad you’re able to talk to a therapist about it, and I hope it’s some help.
Count all the blown up pieces of plane each as a separate plane, boom done
I’m sorry to hear that, lot of it going around lately apparently
Thanks, it’s not that bad really I’m just needing to 
about it. I live with my partner so I’m not lonely or anything thankfully, I just wish I was better at communicating I guess.
This response tripled checked by an anxious brain 
I can’t communicate effectively with anyone except in a face to face conversation apparently. Everything I think to say sounds so stupid and I hate my brain for it. I constantly feel like I’m interrupting or inserting myself into situations where I don’t belong and can’t contribute meaningfully. Everything I say sounds somehow insincere and simultaneously corny. I can’t even text my family or friends without anxiety making me triple guess everything I send and convince myself that everyone would be happier never hearing from me again. I am incapable of returning the helpful and positive sentiments of people who have been nice to me without my brain screaming at me to just stop trying
(Formatting is hard, you know what I’m going for)
Scrooge leaning out of a window excitedly after waking up from a dream of three Kirks:
You there boy, what day is it?!
The more this stuff goes on the more I understand what Stalin did.
been getting a lot of mileage out of this one lately
After they’re done studying it they should put it in a museum like the USS Pueblo
It would have the added benefit of making it harder to record the terrible conditions the troops are having to put up with though, so the ghouls in charge might even jump at the chance
Truth or Consequences needs no alterations because it’s already named for a defunct game show, it’s perfect already
I’ve almost completely stopped smoking weed, went about two weeks without any at all until some mysterious shoulder injury kept me from sleeping for a few days and I was desperate. I’ve only smoked a tiny amount before bed a handful of times since, and I don’t have any desire to smoke during the day at all. So not perfect, but could be a lot worse.
I’ve been walking for at least an hour most days, mostly kept up with reading more books. I’ve been having a lot of other issues that I can’t control that are making life harder than it needs to be, so I’m honestly just happy I’m not taking any huge steps backwards. Barely hanging on feels like a huge victory lately
That rules! Did you sing C.R.E.A.M. to yourself while counting it all up at the end of the night?
Thanks for the reply! It’s embarrassing how I can’t justify any of this to myself until someone else applies it to themselves first, so I very much appreciate you doing so. I swear one day I’ll have the confidence to just believe myself in the first place lol
we do tend to be quite diverse.
One of the most consistently affirming things in regards to me trying to figure out my gender recently has been realizing how similar some of my feelings/experiences have been with people who are so different from me in other ways. It really helps me dispel the thoughts of being an imposter when I can relate to so many common experiences shared by so many different types of people
I had this exact thought recently, thank you for making it a reality